It’s too hard.
I’ll never be able to do it.
I don’t really want to.
I have to.
I have to stop drinking so much.
It’s not healthy.
I’m not being the person I want to be.
I want to be better.
Different.
I want to be someone who doesn’t think about drinking so much.
Someone I feel good about.
Someone who says she’s going to stop & does.
Why is it so hard for me?
This was part of a recurring monologue that ran used to run through my head.
I wasn’t drinking all day long, but I was drinking more than I wanted.
I wanted to cut back but found myself constantly debating & negotiating with myself about it.
It was exhausting.
If you’re having a similar recurring monologue & are ready to finally take control of your drinking for good, I know how you feel & I can help you.